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happy may day!

Tue, 01 May 2012 20:08:04 -0400

tis’ the month of may….

its raining… but the music is loud- and the drinks are strong- which is needed to calm my mind from its constant chaotic craziness—-

why is my head ringing? why can’t i cease the hands clutching my throat? oh… perhaps because i’m never really doing what i know i am supposed to- i try to forget about it, i smoke- i drink- i chew gum ferociously—- my mouth trying to move faster then my head- my teeth slamming down on a piece of trident like its going to silence my conscious.

but….i’m gardening tomorrow- waking up before dawn to go play in the dirt—- which is always an incredible stress reliever for me- no phones ringing— no people telling me what to do—- just the birds and the bugs and the pulse of mother earth.

i did get great news today! my lova told me that we’re celebrating the entire month of my bday- which is a first, silly me, i thought i only got a day!- present #1= rammstein this friday at the allstate arena. i’m pumped, i’ve never seen them and have been a fan for years! sooo- that makes me very excited!

and truthfully, i have so much to be happy and ecstatic about- i have the most incredible boyfriend in the entire world- who treats me like a dream- and so many other good people in my life….

and i know- that all my other little issues will work themselves out- they always do— i just can’t help but think of the worst- and like a bad screenplay my mind just runs with it- and soon i am crashing into the side of a bus being dragged along north ave, leaving pieces of my bloody flesh and bone along the cement.

- i’m not sure how this little blog today turned so morose- i meant to write about all the love in my life- but as soon as my fingers hit the keyboard the darkness took control. perhaps its because i’ve been keeping so much of it inside recently. the tears. the pain. the inability to control myself. its all been well kept under this corset of deception.

sigh.

i’m gonna go make another cocktail, sit by the window and watch the rain.

from resonate on saturday! its hard to stop kissing when...

Tue, 01 May 2012 19:40:00 -0400

from resonate on saturday! its hard to stop kissing when you’re in love….

la la la....

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 22:49:09 -0400

its thursday night- i am spending it sober, in my underwear, watching netflix and playing with the cat. its very needed. coming from the girl who says she never gets hungover and has been twice this week already—- its been rough.

aaaaanyway—-

i am going with my lova to new orleans in—-oh, lets see, 6 days!!! i am so fucking excited. and happy. i’m fucking happy to be with someone whose ideas come to fruition- who keeps a promise- who lifts up my spirits- who treats me like a lady and a lover-

i cannot wait to drive down south with him- hands on legs, caressing thick muscles- his cock getting hard beneath the blue jean- cigarette smoke dancing about in time to the music that drifts out the open windows and into the warm april air.

so excited. about all the possibilities and adventures- about this love that is growing more rock solid by the second.

rock n roll-xoxoxoxo- Morgana

New music video by my favorites, Ministry! go Al go!

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 18:20:15 -0400

New music video by my favorites, Ministry! go Al go!

after much consideration i’ve decided to never wear a bra to work again…..

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 12:38:07 -0400

after much consideration i’ve decided to never wear a bra to work again…..

feeling violated, and not in the good way-

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 02:42:17 -0400

dear chicago,

i love you. i love you so much. we have rocked the last six years together so hard, with love, with passion, with friendship, with debauchery, with craziness only fit for a lady of the night such as myself…. and although you can be a cold, icy, ruthless, expensive bitch- i’ve never felt betrayed by you as i do right now.

i understand that by choosing to live in a city such as yourself, i expose myself to certain risks… and generally i hold my head high and look both ways when i cross the street. i’ve had a few incidences, but nothing ever extremely detrimental or disturbing…. and i know that i’ve been lucky. but i consider myself fairly smart, educated, and street wise enough to get by without any problems- and i’ve pushed my luck, and taken many bad decisions down worse alleys….

so when you decide to go fuck me and my loved ones- yea- damn right- i am fucking hurt, disappointed and angry.

last night around 3am my loves car was parked over on ashland by la pasadita and even though we were only in the taqueria for a few minutes, by the time we had come out, everything in the car was gone. EVERYTHING! purses, briefcases, cameras, phones, tools, clothes, money, paperwork, etc-… eveything that wasn’t a dirty dish or sordid clothes- was gone. now we have nothing and are totally fucked. i am thankful we didn’t get hurt- i know people kill for less- and i know that we will prevail and be fine.

but—-

i feel totally rotten with the shmucks who think its ok to do this- and with the goddamn cops for not having any desire to do a fucking thing about it.

fuck the police. fuck the theives and thugs. and fuck you.

rot in hell you dirty fucking bitches.

oh monday....

Mon, 05 Mar 2012 14:46:33 -0500

monday—- no longer morning…

house cleaning, comes hurried and efficient- much like the many orgasms i had this morning.

i love my sweetheart— i really do. deeply. ecstatically. but- fuck me- sometimes its really just nice to be alone— to have some space. to masturbate solo. the roommates are gone. and i can drink whiskey and coffee at the kitchen table before noon without judgment as i make a birthday card with an exacto knife and modge podge—- and listen to music (slayer, revco, wayne kramer, new york dolls, etc….) with the bass on with the door open- so the whole apartment reverberates.

i got a interesting email this morning—- and a couple years ago i would not have been that surprised, even though the content is amusing. but having a porn site, people would send me naked pictures of themeslves frequently, and even though i rarely did anything with them, i still loved it- because whats better then finding a hard cock in your inbox? not a goddamn thing. but this email… was pretty funny. so funny in fact that i have to share it!

“I’m —-(name removed)—- based out of — (City)— and I cater to Women Only. I’m posting this ad in hopes of being discovered by Hollywood. I work as an Escort with an interest in doing Amateur Adult Videos. I have a fetish of a different kind and it comes in the form of a 10 inch strap-on that vibrates. Yes, it actually vibrates. I call it “The Stimmulator”. It will stimmulate the hell out of your pussy/ass. Talk about an orgasm. Why a strap-on? Simple. Safe sex at its best. One touch to your pussy/ass and I got you sold guaranteed. Women don’t have to worry about getting pregnant or catch a disease anymore. Men, no more worries about going limp and you’re also safe from catching a disease. As you can see, both genders can benefit from this new toy. The New Future of Porn. I’m hung like a Stallion and have the endurance and stamina of a black stud and that’s no lie. I have a special interest in, but not limited to, Cougars and/or Pornstars who need a permanent lover because I can keep my women satisfied guaranteed. Let me be your Pleasure-Boy. I offer very reasonable rates, $200/hour, and I do Outcalls within the city of Chicago only. I don’t travel out of state unless someone pays for my trip. I’m a well traveled/educated Gentleman that’s fluent in English, Spanish & German. I have a great sense of humor, I’m straight, clean, drug/disease free, non-smoker and I love to Hug & Kiss. I’ll always treat you like a Queen. I’m 100% Real and what you see is what you get. No fake bullshit found here. I look forward to hearing from you soon. Do not be a skeptic, ok?”

sooo—- yea. the picture says it all. happy fucking monday. so go get laid- and get the fuck off!

xxx-Morgana

more in love than ever...

Sat, 11 Feb 2012 08:30:13 -0500

10 things i'm looking forward to over the next week-

Thu, 09 Feb 2012 20:48:30 -0500

1- motorhead and megadeth tomorrow!

2-waking up with my lover sunday morning

3-whiskey and lingerie for vday

4-multiple orgasms

5-overtime $

6-introducing my man to my aunt next thursday

7-looking amazing in the face of my x

8-getting over this head cold

9-getting a new bed

10-being in love. and loved.

once again i find it friday… my lover cleans himself off for the night… i wait to be...

Fri, 03 Feb 2012 19:34:29 -0500

once again i find it friday… my lover cleans himself off for the night… i wait to be penetrated, like the music to my ears… like the food i eat, filling up my orifices with delight…

i am eager, i am hungry, i am desire, i am anger, and i am love.

in other news- i finished, ‘please kill me, the oral uncensored history of punk’ today- best book i’ve read in ages. one of the best!

check out this groovy medwestern lingerie line!

Tue, 24 Jan 2012 22:36:27 -0500

check out this groovy medwestern lingerie line!

Video

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 00:13:57 -0500

Video

Tue, 03 Jan 2012 18:45:43 -0500

the start of the end of days....

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 15:05:49 -0500

its the new year….

i long to be in my lovers arms…. but alas he is on a adventure for a few weeks—- and i will have to be satisfied with frequent masturbation and sweet wonderful dreams where i lay in orgasmic cosmic fields.

but i must say i have been far more productive in these first few days of 2012 than i was in the beginning of last year. rather than lounging in a dark cave with a massive man drinking in the remains of my party outfit—- i have been cleaning up the inherent messes—- and spending time with the people i love.

now i shower- dress- and venture to victoria’s secret.

happy fucking monday lovers.

shut up bitch, its rock n roll and i like it!!!!!!!!

Thu, 29 Dec 2011 20:23:00 -0500

i just got a visit from the upstairs neighbor—- telling me that she keeps waking up to my music around 2-3 am…. i said i would make a point to turn it down, but once she hears the other noises she will undoubtedly ask to have the music turned back up.

photos from this evenings fun filled whiskey washed shoot!

Mon, 05 Dec 2011 01:47:54 -0500

photos from this evenings fun filled whiskey washed shoot!

if only my vibrator could give me back rubs too…..

Fri, 18 Nov 2011 13:59:40 -0500

if only my vibrator could give me back rubs too…..

“i bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass i love, if you want me again look for me...

Thu, 03 Nov 2011 22:19:05 -0400

“i bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass i love, if you want me again look for me under your boot-soles.”

Anal vibrator review

Wed, 26 Oct 2011 11:47:00 -0400

Spectra-gels

Beaded anal vibrator

So, normally when I get sex toys in the mail, I am eager to use them right away. And I did use this one shortly after opening it, but not in the way its normally meant to. And so I was waiting for it to have a real use, in its intended way. But between relationship drama, packed boxes and many nights that it ‘was gonna get used’, it still has not. But for some reason, in my strange and sober dreams last night, this toy made an appearance, and so I thought it best be time to write about it.

When I first opened the Doc Johnson product I pulled out the vibrator from its purple jelly case. Put a triple A battery in it and spread my legs on the couch. With my boyfriend in the other room I rubbed the toy on my clit. With its multi-speeds I quickly got off. I will say that the battery power fades pretty quickly and to get it to the feeling I most desire I must replace the battery weekly. And I would say I use it 3-5 times a week. Meaning that it had quickly become one of my favorite tools to self-pleasure.

The jelly anal toy cover is soft, and makes me wonder how easy it will go into my ass, plus the vibrator part only goes in it about ½ way, so I wonder how much vibration actually is felt. But I imagine that with the right lube and the right partner, which pretty much goes for any sex toy, this would be a great addition to all sorts of sexual fun and games. It is also waterproof so for those who enjoy sexual play in the shower or tub, this is also a bonus.

I have used many Doc Johnson products, and they’re generally great quality for the price. To read other peoples opinions and experiences with anal toys, check out the adult toy shoppe blog http://www.theadulttoyshoppe.com/blog/

The toy makes little noise, and given that it is fairly small I would recommend it for anyone who has roommates or is shy about having a huge ass dildo sitting on your dresser. To browse this fantastic site and purchase a anal toy for your self, http://www.theadulttoyshoppe.com/anal-sex-toys/

I have become more comfortable with anal sex and the toys that go along with it over the last year, and so I was excited to get this toy, its unfortunate that I have been unable to find the opportunity to play with it in its intended way, I know that I will though, and once I do, I will write about the experience. Until then, I will just keep using the impressive vibrator (not much bigger than a mascara tube) to get me to where I want to go.

onward. continuing. refresh. reload. here i go. bring the noize.

Wed, 12 Oct 2011 14:23:58 -0400

onward. continuing. refresh. reload. here i go.

bring the noize.