February 2012
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more in love than ever... →
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10 things i'm looking forward to over the next...
1- motorhead and megadeth tomorrow!
2-waking up with my lover sunday morning
3-whiskey and lingerie for vday
4-multiple orgasms
5-overtime $
6-introducing my man to my aunt next thursday
7-looking amazing in the face of my x
8-getting over this head cold
9-getting a new bed
10-being in love. and loved.
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once again i find it friday… my lover cleans himself off for the night… i wait to be penetrated, like the music to my ears… like the food i eat, filling up my orifices with delight…
i am eager, i am hungry, i am desire, i am anger, and i am love.
in other news- i finished, ‘please kill me, the oral uncensored history of punk’ today- best book i’ve read...
January 2012
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check out this groovy medwestern lingerie line! →
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the start of the end of days....
its the new year….
i long to be in my lovers arms…. but alas he is on a adventure for a few weeks—- and i will have to be satisfied with frequent masturbation and sweet wonderful dreams where i lay in orgasmic cosmic fields.
but i must say i have been far more productive in these first few days of 2012 than i was in the beginning of last year. rather than lounging in a dark...
December 2011
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shut up bitch, its rock n roll and i like...
i just got a visit from the upstairs neighbor—- telling me that she keeps waking up to my music around 2-3 am…. i said i would make a point to turn it down, but once she hears the other noises she will undoubtedly ask to have the music turned back up.
November 2011
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if only my vibrator could give me back rubs too…..
“i bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass i love, if you want me again look for me under your boot-soles.”
October 2011
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Anal vibrator review
Spectra-gels
Beaded anal vibrator
So, normally when I get sex toys in the mail, I am eager to use them right away. And I did use this one shortly after opening it, but not in the way its normally meant to. And so I was waiting for it to have a real use, in its intended way. But between relationship drama, packed boxes and many nights that it ‘was gonna get used’, it still has not. But for some...
onward. continuing. refresh. reload. here i go.
bring the noize.
another night of horrible dreams, loneliness and restlessness….
the touch and purring sound of my sweet cat the only comfort in the midst of the night….
i awake to nothing….
September 2011
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#kinkywednesday ? more like kinked and...
i’m sitting here in my underwear, drinking coffee.. listening to the new Mastodon, which is about the only thing that brightened my day…. although saying that it brightened my day, is not quite fitting, as its dark and brooding just like my mood. its fucking great though, i love it as much as the last one, if not more. the deliberate drawn out instrumentals, Brent Hinds voice caressing...
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i was on the train today, reading ‘life on planet rock’ by Lonn Freind, and as i was sitting there, sun beaming at me through the windows, moving ever so swiftly in my afternoon haze of vodka lemonades and long worked hours in the sunshine….. i was taken to my own upbringing and love with music.
now granted i do not have the experience that Lonn nor my sweetheart have in the...
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packing and getting ready for our weekend getaway to Wild West Town… i am soooooo needing this right now. its unimportant that this trip doesn’t require a passport or an airplane ride- all thats important to me is getting out of the house for a few days, having an adventure and being oblivious to all my daily bullshit. as much as i have been feeling in love lately, i also sometimes...
call me sex toy geek →
August 2011
10 posts
the song i want to die to →
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heres hoping eating me for lunch will suffice…..
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Whats on your junk??
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Simply Slick, a ‘Personal Lubricating Lotion’ that is by far my new favorite addition to my sex life. Given to Alex at the eXXXotica convention a few weeks ago by the president and CEO of the company John Goepfert, Simply Slick is the color of milk and a tad thicker. It meshes with the body’s own juices to create...
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Lammas
in true Lammas fashion… i picked beautiful little red tomatoes from the lush plants on the porch this afternoon…. giving thanks and feeling lucky :)
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July 2011
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feeling like butter... and yea- i'll go get it if...
just sitting down with a cocktail after the most relaxing evening at the peninsula hotel spa- a great massage, steam room… etc… then i biked down the bike path as dusk fell… swirving amidst people and passerbys… trying to let the movement just flow and keep breathing in——- and—— out. tensing in- releasing out- inhale- exhale…. and the breeze...
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back in babys arms-
awoke in a margarita haze, in a disheveled bed next to the man i love. i think this weekend proved to us that separation (however minuscule, two nights in this case) not only makes the heart grow fonder.. or more in love… but also that it made our libidos on fire. thinking of the sex, makes me so fucking hot i could return to that love filled bed and masturbate all day!
alex returned from...
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sunday.....
sunday afternoon… i wait for my love…
horny.
its a surprisingly sober sunday… changing that. time for tequila!
the breeze floats in through the open windows… the plants dance outside on the porch… i should be dancing. think i’ll go put on some music….
vampire man
halfway through the day and just realized i have a massive bite on my neck….
gotta love the rough rough lovin!
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and i say cheers mr. bukowski, 127 pages in…. this book is fucking hysterical!
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June 2011
28 posts
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Real Men Get Their Facts Straight - Page 1 - News... →
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moving day!
up with the sun to go garden…..
and keeping up with the trend of the week———busy busy busy…and beautifully so… hurrying home to finish the moving process tonight. its a big thing, moving in with someone…. but i am cashing in my fears in the name of love, and excitement is all i’m feeling!
my eyes are watering like crazy and I’ve been sleeping...