Posts from ‘April, 2009’

 
Your lips
Rest on your slender face
Moist and luscious
I want to touch
Every inch of unreachable you
I watch the drunks
Spill their drinks
And I am emptied
Hollowness leaves me with only
Your lips

 
Depth- like the sea, dark and wet-
Succulent like ripe fruit, in and out, thrusting, hard-
Fucking, always fucking, indiscreet, obvious-
Naked and wet, dripping almost rotted and bruised.
Chapped lips, under and above-
Squeaking like a dogs toy, plastic and rubber-
And wet, always wet.
Wrapped around the body like a snake-
Dressed down and proper, like the inner city, crowded-
Trapped in [...]

 
Last nights rendezvous
Bring headaches worse then the hangover
I should have
Nothing to cling to in these days
Of terror
Making a man of wax from
Burning candles
While those I love are away
How I ache to be away
Suffocating in my turtleneck
Of hatred
Insanity takes the place of boredom
Tearing at my skin
Ripping off my clothes
leaving marks that can only be
thought of as [...]

 
Where is my muse?
 Did she saunter off wearing my favorite heels?
High on opium and whisky?
Perhaps it was cold sake and instead
Of exposing her ageless breasts to the gentle fall wind,
 Those perfect nipples were covered in a black sarong.
Melodious laughter echoing throughout the hallway,
Her light feet never even touching the stained carpet.
“Take the booze, you filthy [...]

 
 
Glistening minds reflect our light in the water that flows through our naked bodies
I drink deep of your mass, you soul, I smell the salted flesh you offer-to fill
My hungry appetite- a feisty gut aching for only you
Cleansed of my apathy I yearn for our knowing space
We swim in the rivers of fertility, aware of [...]

 
Lips against flesh
Tongue into bodily crevices.
Tracing every curve, shivering under the pulse of another
Clutched by you, I feel no fear.
Only fear of losing myself into something that I cannot hold onto.
That I cannot describe.
Comfort replaces anxiety.
I look at your lips, slightly parted,
Breath rapidly escaping from inside that moist mouth.
Pulling ourselves together, we sing for more
I [...]

 
 
 
I am already wet as I pull up the right leg of my fishnets, stopping mid-thigh. My wardrobe lacks knee high stockings, those that usually fit the normal “school girl” attire. But in this case I still fit the image, but look tougher, more dominating, versus the submissive in pigtails.
            Sitting on the arm of [...]

 
I am but a host, a place for you to enter
Riding in on a gleaming shaft
I think I have fallen
In love
A dream so shattered
In shock- I sit
Knowing that I am now a part of the chain
A gang of criminals
Of lost souls unable to
Move on
Out of this void
Or prescription pills and latex
A cold
Nothing more then a [...]

 
 
Last night I drank, drank until I dreamt of you
Spinning in Stoli, raspberry stains on your teeth
Tasting like spoiled fruit, the house is dirty
I wonder who lives here now, puke patterns and all
I loved that life, loved it all
Suck the dice back up into your hand, clutch them
Feel them pulsate with sweat, don’t roll
Don’t roll [...]

How do I tell thee that I am
Poisonous?
I want you for myself, a
Desire unfulfilled
I stand a distance from
Thee- I wish to be under
Your soul
You want to know why I
Wither away from you
Touch
It enters my veins and I cry
Aloud to speak
There lays a barrier of
Mistrust
I will it away with the lies I
Tell myself
Making no difference
Never making [...]