once again i find it friday… my lover cleans himself off for the night… i wait to be penetrated, like the music to my ears… like the food i eat, filling up my orifices with delight…
i am eager, i am hungry, i am desire, i am anger, and i am love.
in other news- i finished, ‘please kill me, the oral uncensored history of punk’ today- best book i’ve read in ages. one of the best!
its the new year….
i long to be in my lovers arms…. but alas he is on a adventure for a few weeks—- and i will have to be satisfied with frequent masturbation and sweet wonderful dreams where i lay in orgasmic cosmic fields.
but i must say i have been far more productive in these first few days of 2012 than i was in the beginning of last year. rather than lounging in a dark cave with a massive man drinking in the remains of my party outfit—- i have been cleaning up the inherent messes—- and spending time with the people i love.
now i shower- dress- and venture to victoria’s secret.
happy fucking monday lovers.
i just got a visit from the upstairs neighbor—- telling me that she keeps waking up to my music around 2-3 am…. i said i would make a point to turn it down, but once she hears the other noises she will undoubtedly ask to have the music turned back up.
“i bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass i love, if you want me again look for me under your boot-soles.”
Spectra-gels
Beaded anal vibrator
So, normally when I get sex toys in the mail, I am eager to use them right away. And I did use this one shortly after opening it, but not in the way its normally meant to. And so I was waiting for it to have a real use, in its intended way. But between relationship drama, packed boxes and many nights that it ‘was gonna get used’, it still has not. But for some reason, in my strange and sober dreams last night, this toy made an appearance, and so I thought it best be time to write about it.
When I first opened the Doc Johnson product I pulled out the vibrator from its purple jelly case. Put a triple A battery in it and spread my legs on the couch. With my boyfriend in the other room I rubbed the toy on my clit. With its multi-speeds I quickly got off. I will say that the battery power fades pretty quickly and to get it to the feeling I most desire I must replace the battery weekly. And I would say I use it 3-5 times a week. Meaning that it had quickly become one of my favorite tools to self-pleasure.
The jelly anal toy cover is soft, and makes me wonder how easy it will go into my ass, plus the vibrator part only goes in it about ½ way, so I wonder how much vibration actually is felt. But I imagine that with the right lube and the right partner, which pretty much goes for any sex toy, this would be a great addition to all sorts of sexual fun and games. It is also waterproof so for those who enjoy sexual play in the shower or tub, this is also a bonus.
I have used many Doc Johnson products, and they’re generally great quality for the price. To read other peoples opinions and experiences with anal toys, check out the adult toy shoppe blog http://www.theadulttoyshoppe.com/blog/
The toy makes little noise, and given that it is fairly small I would recommend it for anyone who has roommates or is shy about having a huge ass dildo sitting on your dresser. To browse this fantastic site and purchase a anal toy for your self, http://www.theadulttoyshoppe.com/anal-sex-toys/
I have become more comfortable with anal sex and the toys that go along with it over the last year, and so I was excited to get this toy, its unfortunate that I have been unable to find the opportunity to play with it in its intended way, I know that I will though, and once I do, I will write about the experience. Until then, I will just keep using the impressive vibrator (not much bigger than a mascara tube) to get me to where I want to go.
